sad . .

it's really make me feel disappointed with someone . .

yesterday ..

last day ..

last month ..

last year ..

she always said '' windy .. u 're my best friend "

but now ..

she doesn't beleive me ..

and beleive other people ..

at school ..

no friend ..

lonely ..

 god ..

please show them the truth ..

they just don't beleive me ..

is that best friend ??

i just wanna they beleive me ..

only that ..

if they beleive me ..

it's already enough for me ..

they don't want be friend with me it's okay too ..

where do my friends hide ??

where are my friends that always together with me ??

where are my friends that always make me happy ??

already lost for a long time . .

i am not angry , just in pain 

paiin . .

because nobody beleive me . .

it's not fair for me . .

i hate being misunderstood

must wake up from this dream . .

wake up from this horrified dream . .

just can cry out .. 

loudlyy . .

scare .. 

i have lost my friends

and many more . .