holiday

wahh ~
holiday time !!

bud i just can go to batam

bud it's okayy

it's better than staying at home

boring !

wish that i have a nice holiday here

already 2 days i stay here

play PS1 all the time

haha

my PSP at my brother house 

because yesterday in the ship i forgot to ask him to return it to me 

wkakaka . .

wad a delicious egg ~~~
so full ~
because it's already night so i just can stay at my sister house at batam 

 ONLINE ALL THE TIME !!

bud no problem too

haha

so tired

in every hours always play PS1 and online

sometimes it would make me feel a little reqret

because i will not enjoy the BBQ party with jebe and the other

hope tomorrow will not make me bore at here

hihihi

sweet momentt ! :D

waaahhhh ~

so stresss bcox of school , friend , someone . .

so , i decided to do my task and having fun with jebe

when we were doing our task ..

jebe's mom asked jebe to fiill a bottle of oil to the motorcycle 

first  ..

it's me rid the motorcycle

bud bcause of jebe scared of me

so , she asked me to change ..

so it's jebe rid it ntil the place

wahhh !!

the transport was sooooo mnybalkann !

it was not our fault ..

he just scold d i said to her ..

' yg nma na bwa kndaraan psti ad resikoooo '

i asked her to go to buy ice cream to eat ..

after that we discussed our task aqain ..

it was already 5 p.m

jebe quickly went to take a bath and after that she asked her ojek take us to the red'z cafe by car 

we went to red'z cafe at 5.15 p.m

wad a stupid driverrr !
we asked her to the bkar btu street bud she went to the tepii lautt

she was rounding the place two times

ohhhh !!
we really late for eat and went to course  

after eat , it was already 6.16 p.m

we quickly paid the money and went to ddtc

oh thanks for god ..

we weren't scolded by mr. hendi 

hwahh ~
tireting !

bud today really is a happy day !
and also a sweet moment between jebe and i 

:D

 

sad . .

it's really make me feel disappointed with someone . .

yesterday ..

last day ..

last month ..

last year ..

she always said '' windy .. u 're my best friend "

but now ..

she doesn't beleive me ..

and beleive other people ..

at school ..

no friend ..

lonely ..

 god ..

please show them the truth ..

they just don't beleive me ..

is that best friend ??

i just wanna they beleive me ..

only that ..

if they beleive me ..

it's already enough for me ..

they don't want be friend with me it's okay too ..

where do my friends hide ??

where are my friends that always together with me ??

where are my friends that always make me happy ??

already lost for a long time . .

i am not angry , just in pain 

paiin . .

because nobody beleive me . .

it's not fair for me . .

i hate being misunderstood

must wake up from this dream . .

wake up from this horrified dream . .

just can cry out .. 

loudlyy . .

scare .. 

i have lost my friends

and many more . .

 

unluckyy

so unlucky these days .

and now i have a problem

the problem is my friends ..

i don't know why 

why they suddenly 'boi xong' with me ..

on friday 

my friend is birthday 

she didn't invite me ..

bud invited my friend that last time i always together with her

just bcause of that she bcome far from me ..

i am so lonely ..

feel i am so stupid ..

why i have to gathered with this qirl  for a long time 

  she never feel how is my feeling ..

mybe now everybody hate me ..

yeahh ~

i am selfishh ..

don't bcome my best friend guys .

or not u all will reqret ..

like my friend reqret bcoz have a friend like me ..

i think i am so stupid !!

and now i just have jebe ..

my old friend that very kind with me ..

she isn't same with other ..

she always beleive me ..

what matter i lie to her or disturb her ..

she still beleive me and want to bcome my bestfriend ..

jebe is the best .!

  

it;s beginning to look like chritmas

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go
Take a look in the five-and-ten,
Glistening once again
With candy canes and silver lanes aglow.

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Toys in ev'ry store
But the prettiest sight to see
Is the holly that will be
On your own front door.

A pair of hopalong boots and a pistol that shoots
Is the wish of Barney and Ben
Dolls that will talk and will go for a walk
Is the hope of Janice and Jen
And mom and dad can hardly wait for school to start again.

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go
There's a tree in the Grand Hotel,
On ein the park as well
The sturdy kind that doesn't mind the snow.

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Soon the bells will start
And the thing that will make them ring
Is the carol that you sing
Right within your heart.

 

this song is for all my visiters / followers

i know that chritmas still so long

tinggal 1 bulan laqii ..

wkaka ..

 

and i want to say something ..

!! ' MERRY CHRISTMAS ' !!

 

he is so funny !! :D

hahaha !!
so funny ..

he is so funny ..

i decide to pretend that i angry with him ..

and just now he called me

' siaw ca bouu '

i ignored him ..

and he said ..

" org diam" blg smbonq .. liaw le sndri diam , org pqqil mai layan "

in my heart i laughed ..

haha

it was so funny ..

now if i see him ..

i will laughed

and just now at school ..

we watched cartoon ..

and now at the computer lab ..

we are free !!

we continued watch the cartoon



can't stop thinking of someone !! :(

i must be happy if i saw them together

always smile ..

bud don't know why my heart always like that ..

i always want to forqet him ..

just CAN'T DO IT !!

i really can't stop thinking of him ..

these days i don't sleep well ..

just b'cause of him ..

this morning 

i fouqht with my brother ..

i don't know why ..

suddenly he scolded me ..

and now not only his problem bud my brother 's problem too !

i miss that time ..

the time that we always toqether ..

the things that i do are always wronq !

and people said that i ruined it myself and become many people hate me ..

no sleep .

just b'cause thinking of them ..

one of my brothers now has a problem with his ex qirlfriend ..

i feel sad too ..

bud he never feel my feeling .

i always pray for him ..

and now he bcome 'sombong'

have i do wrong ??

i always treat them well ..

and so love them as my brother ..

why must be like that ??

all people that i love ( syg ) at last they hate me ..

:(

lebih baegg hti di congkel ajh ..

biar qda rsa sdih or ap ..

n qda rsa cinta or syg mh org lain ..

bqtu jqa dqan dri sndri ..

:(  

holiday with friends XD

very boring days these days 

didn't know what to do ..

and also don't have time to blogging

bud on friday

sofia invited me to her birthday 

i am so confused ..

i scared that later my mom would not allow me qo ..

:(

cihuiii ~

my mOm allow me to qo ..

wow ..

i am really" happy that time when i heard she said YES 

on saturday ..

we gathered at bestari mall ..

bud meity and ivy didn't come ..

bud when i heard anta said she would come on 1 p.m 

i became happy ..

so long that i hope can gathering 

bud 

everytime we gather one of them didn't come ..

and on saturday sonnia can't join us ..

 

at noon ..

we KTV-ing at anta's house 

hahaa ..

bud her mic can't use ..

so we just sing without mic

after that anta asked us to play hide and seek 

haha ..

very fun ~

felin and i was a photographer ..

we took a photos of them while they wew playing ..

fiuhh ~~

tireting ..

we took a rest and walked to the mini market to buy some drinks and foods

we were very boring that time ..

we walked into the swimming area ..

we played water and took a photos at there ..

wow ~

a fantasic one ..

 we were playing until evening at 5 o'clock ..

OMG !!

i forgot that i might took an english course 

i thought that i would late ..

ohh ..

i was not late bud my teacher was late

haha ..

i was very tired when i was at ddtc 

so sleepy ..

when i arrived home i quickly went to bed ..

   

 

sista bdae

kmarin pda tggal 1 nov kmi ryain yaya kaii bdae ..

bud w qtw th ultah na so ..

w qa bliin hdiah 

huhu 

:(

ssudah niup cake kmi mam .

aqw qa dpat tmpat dduq ..

n kna usir pula ..

di suru mam di ruanq tmu ..

krna pas th sqat rame .

ad wai po dtg dri btm and kuku dtg dri btm 

bkn aqw ajh yg kna usir tpi cc qu jqa ..

dia jqa di suru mam di ruang tmu ..

fiuhh ~

mam taa kyg ..

  nmbah mpe 3 x ..

tapii ..

uda slesai mam ..

kyg na mnta ammpunn ..

wktu aqw mnta udq qoreng ..

uda kburu abix ..

huhu ..

pdahahl itw makanan ksukaan aqw ..

hwe ~
 

stelah mam balek ke kmr ~~

ONLINE !!

cihuii ~

tapi nybelin !!
tba" mati lmpu ..

wqtu uda mw boq bru idup lmpu ..

hwe ~

jdi aqw lnjutin ajh oL na ..

wqtu oL ..

kna usir pula ..

di suru tdorr ~

paqi" akid prud ..

astazim ..

aqw kra cman msuk anqin ..

trnyta saat di cqolah ..

prud qu ckid na mnta ampun ..

mqkin qra" qa mam paqi jdi na qni ..

huhu ~

krna uda qa tahan ..

ngeluh trux ..

jdi aqw izin plq ..

hwe ~

suda ampe di umx

kxi mnyak n bix th boq deh ..

bud rsa na qa enx ..

ktinggalan pel ..

qa bsa ikud penjas lqi .

qa ikud praktek ..

mggu dpan ujian lqe !

huh .!

dsar prud nybelin ..!

qntian hri ni jqa nybelin !

enak" nnton di qqu pula ..

 dah th di nqdu" yg qa bnr lqi mh ade ..

iiiiihh !

unlucky day !!

wew ~
bxo ujian b indo ..

praktek biologi 

eng speak di suru nyanyi lqii ..

cpd ~

that should be me ~

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me.
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
But that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know
That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
For love Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain from my heart
Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me.
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
But that should be me
That should be me
You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
For love Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain from my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me
That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

 Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me
That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

manusia biasa



masih ku ingat selalu
saat kau berjanji padaku
takkan pernah ada cinta yang lainnya
terasa begitu indah
tapi semua berbeda
saat kau kenali dirinya
sadarkah dirimu diriku terluka
saat kau sebut namanya

reff:aku memang manusia biasa
yang tak sempurna dan kadang salah
namun di hatiku hanya satu
cinta untukmu luar biasa

andaikan saja kau tahu
aku takkan mudah berubah
aku kan bertahan selalu bertahan
sampai waktu memanggilku

repeat reff

kemanakah dirimu yang dulu cinta aku
dimanakah dirimu yang selalu merindukanku

repeat reff [2x]

namun di hatiku hanya satu
cinta untukmu luar biasa
cinta untukmu luar biasa

welcoming with a song ~ :) 小酒窝

我还在寻找 一个依靠 和一个拥抱
wo hai zai xun zhao yi ge yi kao he yi ge yong bao
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
shui ti wo qi dao ti wo fan nao wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao

*幸福开始有预兆 缘份让我们慢慢紧靠
xing fu kai shi you yu zhao yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
然后孤单被吞没了 无聊变得有话聊 有变化了

ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le wu liao bian de you hua liao you bian hua le


#小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
你不知道你对我多么重要
ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
(你不知道 多么重要)
(ni bu zhi dao duo me zhong yao)
有了你生命完整的刚好
you le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao

@小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui le
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
一辈子暖暖的好
yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao
我永远爱你到老
wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
Repeat *#@@